Verse 1: Mildred Kingsley-Okonkwo
I’m so tired of feeling this way again
On my bed losing sleep again
So many thoughts running through my head
And my world is turning upside down
Chorus
What am I to do
Don’t know what to do
What am I to do
Don’t know what to do
Verse 2: Mildred Kingsley-Okonkwo
I can’t believe I’m feeling this way again
Is this real or am I dreaming again
Crazy thoughts running through my head
Everything is crumbling down again
Chorus
What am I to do
Don’t know what to do
What am I to do
Don’t know what to do
Rap: Gideon Vese
Writing cause that’s the only time I don’t feel alone
Be in my zone
Focus on building this melody tragedy happens and I lose my uh – thoughts
Searching for clarity deep in humanity
Anxious my thoughts but I rely on every word
(Wage it all on the word)
That’s the only time I don’t feel alone in this world
Being through the issues the deepest part of me is searching for something that’s real
Show me what’s real
I grew up in places where people don’t say what they feel
You’re just stuck in a box and every time I try to move I’m tied to a rock
Got to heal before deal had to look to the Lord and I screamed
Chorus
What am I to do
Don’t know what to do
What am I to do
Don’t know what to do